spam and dreams

I used to get a lot of Chinese manufactory spam, which mostly rendered in punctuation marks and obscure symbols, with just enough English in there to understand that some very earnest people wanted to get me to order up vast quantities of nylon O rings or sealed bearings.

Today I'm checking my spam filter for a missing piece of mail I expected to get by now and I'm noticing that most of it is cyrillic. The stuff in German is purporting to be from women who have shown me their private webcams before, or promising me better experiences in bed.

Now, the better experiences in bed I could currently go for. I don't sleep more than an hour and a half before I wake up again, and I've just lately started having dreams about losing the nice fellow in various unpleasant ways, most of which devolve to some flaw in myself I discover in the course of the dream.

I didn't have these dreams before.