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Thursday, November 11th, 2010 06:21 pm
And why does lj insist on taking words I'm typing into the subject box and moving them to the text box?  I have been struggling with this for ages.

I was on my way to my class tonight when my driver's-side rearview mirror exploded.  At first I thought I had been shot at or something had been thrown at me, but when I pulled over to look at it I didn't see any sign of impact.

The whole thing is there, just hanging by the cables that are supposed to adjust it but don't anymore.  The plastic housing is cracked and has a chunk out of it, but there's no impact pattern.

What I think, now, is that the cables came unsprung suddenly and the force from that cracked the housing.

I also think my car is just about to cost me more money and will be hooptier than ever while I drive around with the old mirror duct-taped in position until I locate a new mirror and figure out how to put it on.

This is a head thing post because I have to engage with the damned thing.
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Saturday, March 6th, 2010 01:22 pm
I don't know. Maybe this story is too told-story like in tone. Maybe the sentences are too long and have too many clauses and commas. Maybe it's boring to somebody who isn't me. So far I like it. No, so far I am compelled by it and all kinds of stuff just pours into my head and on to the screen. I know the whole book up to the three-quarter mark (I think, at which point I am deeply conflicted as to which of two end routes the story takes), and I know so much about this made up country that I may as well have lived there. I'm at about 24 manuscript pages (17? printed pages), 6.1 thousand words. I guess this part is kind of prologuey which is a chancy thing to do but I don't want to tell all this in flashbacks or retrospectives or infodumps later on, at least I don't think so at this point. I

I just keep putting the words into the file and considering I pretty much only make progress on weekends they're coming pretty easily. I have no idea why this is pouring out like this: it's not what I write ordinarily.

I think it should not too long by today's standards, because the narrative at least in this early part is a bit distant, a wise-cracking, cynical anonymous omniscient observer, and personally I can't read that for a really long time. I keep putting down all the really important writers like Rushdie and Eco because of it.

I'm thinking that once the protagonist is born I can slip into a tight third or maybe a head-hopping close third: maybe the latter, so we can witness the scene where not-brother Heir to the Duchy finally discovers, in cadet school, that he has sent his not-brother Declassed Protagonist to his most probable early death. But maybe that is an unnecessary moment, and revealing this in the reunion scene is all that is necessary.

Of course, I have not gotten dressed or walked the dog yet and it's after one in the afternoon. But I wrote a bit over 2000 words this morning, so that's something. Now I have to figure out how I'm going to run errands.

Oh yeah, the starter motor gave out on the car a few nights ago, and I can't afford to fix it until after I pay the property tax, for which I need a car because I have no checks and so therefore must mail a money order or pay a big fee for using the check card. Or maybe I will just walk over to the County Building on Monday and pay the big fee for using the check card, it might be less hassle in the long run as the credit union is only open for a little while longer today.

And yesterday I was really proud of myself because I calmly and without fuss paid three bills that were not late on the phone from work, just like that. And I told Ellie about the car and easily talked her into letting me pay her fee at folk dancing since I'm asking her to do the driving for the foreseeable future. And she just got a dog and so she'll be wanting to go to the dog park at some time in the future so I'll be cutting the same deal (no fee, just gas). But there is still much I have not dealt with that I must.
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Thursday, January 21st, 2010 09:22 pm
Okay, this is dumber than a bag of rocks, but I'm stymied again.

You know how modern cars have the gas cap hidden away behond a locking door? On my Nissan the door latch is operated by a lever next to the driver's seat. The same lever operates the engine hood.


The lever doesn't work anymore. My gas gauge is on empty, my oil needs checking, and I can't do anything about it. Since I discovered this at the gas station and was unable to pry the gas door open with a screwdriver, I coasted home and there's probably enough gas to get the car around the block to the mechanic's, but I can't afford to take the car there. I'm twice late for its regular checkup because I can't afford it. I mean literally, I can't. Last month it was property taxes, this month it's making payments on the bills I've been shining on since the collapse last August (and earlier, in some cases).

In a better world I'd abandon the car right now but I can't do that. The car is otherwise in pretty good shape, though it's dirty and scraped. And others need it besides me. So it sits in my driveway while I ponder what to do.
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Wednesday, July 25th, 2007 09:12 am
After the planning commission meeting we were told that a meeting would be set up for the neighbors to talk with the developer. We all exchanged emails. I got the second round of emails, apparently, that confirmed that we'd have a meeting today (Weds July 25). But the time and place were to be set later. This happened on Thursday. I sent a couple of emails asking for the time and place, and offering to let people on my street know about the meeting. By Sunday, when the nice fellow and I were walking back from the Moscow Circus performance at the Boardwalk, I still hadn't heard. We passed by the house of the woman who set up the meeting, and we had a weird-vibes conversation in which I figured that she had decided to hate me because I have the opposite conserns to hers and she said that she would be sending out emails the next day to say when the time and place would be.

No email.

Tuesday I had this feeling that this woman was not going to tell me the time and place and I would be out my opportunity to voice my concerns and make my suggestions (which are not hostile, remember, I like the project in general). So I sent an email asking for the information, but instead of replying to the one person I used the "reply all" function, and yes, I got an answer, not from the woman who had been organizing things, but another woman. The woman who had organized things had sent out two emails on Monday including, as far as I can tell, everybody on the original mailing list except me. The woman who answered my email was a person who hadn't been at the original Planning Commission meeting, so she doesn't know that she and I are on the opposite sides of the spectrum on our concerns. She's avidly opposed to the project from the get: doesn't want nine units where there were two, doesn't want more people in the neighborhood, doesn't want any trees chopped down, even if she can't see them and they're going to be replaced by three trees each(that's the rule for heritage tree removal: cut down one, plant three: that's after you get permission to cut them down, which isn't easy, I've seen the Urban Forester defend two nasty palm trees on properties belonging to people who couldn't afford to and couldn't themselves keep them pruned and safe -- many palm trees are horribly unsafe pruned, because the old fronds are hard and edged with sharp teeth, and fall off in high winds).

So I'm going to the meeting, which means I'm not coming home after work.

So I figure I'm going to have to clean up the front of my house if I'm going to go forward with this, because if I don't, the yuppie types are bound to come after me.

On another front, Frank has an interview Monday. Last night he drove a friend to San Jose (70+ total in the middle of the night): today he's meeting a Texan friend in LA (1000+ miles total): and tomorrow he's picking up a friend at the San Francisco airport (180+ miles total). My car is already at least a thousand miles late for an oil change, so I have to make that appointment for as soon as possible (Tuesday if they'll take it). No, I don't go to the 1-hour places: I take it to my mechanic a few blocks away. It's a ten-year-old car: I can't afford a new used car: it's a good car: I need an attentive mechanic.

On still another front, I started the last chapter last night. However, this morning, I discover that the Master Document feature has, yet again, removed four thousand words from my book, and I have to rewrite again. What the fuck? Who knows Word Perfect? Why is it always the last four thousand words???
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Monday, April 2nd, 2007 02:15 pm
My day was supposed to go like this: 1. get my fingerprints done at the County Office of Education at 8:30. 2. Stop at the grocery next door for matzoh. 3.Come home and call my new boss to tell her I got my fingerprints done. 4. rent a truck to haul trash to the dump. 5. Continue safifying the house.

Naturally I left late and it was a little after 8:30 when I was nearing the correct freeway exit for the County Office of Education when the car gave a lurch and suddenly lost power. It wasn't total loss of power so I continued on my way, exiting, and I saw that the heat gauge suddenly climbed almost to the top. The County Office of Education parking lot is almost the first thing off the freeway so I calmly parked the car and went and got my fingerprints done and got the matzoh.

I started the car to make observations, noticed I did not have my cell phone, went in to the Co. Of. of Ed. and called my mechanic, who said I should check the fluid level and come to them by way of surface streets. This was good advice. I had to stop every few blocks to cool the car down, and there was no phone at any of the places I stopped at so I couldn't just cut the whole thing short and call a tow truck.

The amount of time I could drive without heating up got shorter and shorter so I finally pulled into a 7-11 parking lot -- for the locals, it was the one at Broadway and Ocean, in the River Flats neighborhood, the sleaziest 7-11 in town, probably in the county. I called the mechanic again and he said I should have the car towed. I noticed at this point that I had locked my keys and my wallet and all in the car. I went inside with my twenty-five cents (the phone takes fifty) and asked to use their phone because my car was dead in the parking lot. No dice. But he'd call AAA for me. I was going to use 411. There's a phone book with the phone outside -- a miraculous rarity, these days -- but it has no business listings. I mean, it has the government pages, the residence pages, and the yellow pages. The business pages have not been ripped out: they were never bound into the book. And no, it's not the old-fashioned kind with business and residence in one directory.

So I tell the guy I'm going to walk home and call AAA and get my son's keys. I tell him it will take at least an hour to do all that. I get home, I call AAA, and that's not so bad though she can't find me in the member list at first and she has to put me on hold for absolutely ever and AAA plays advertisements for irrelevant services instead of Muzak. So then Frank and I walk back to the car. It's about a mile and a half each way, I think (MapQuest says just over a mile, but I think they're wrong, they've been wrong before).

The idiot who works there gave me crap about how I had got back just in time. I dismissed him and he told me he was going to have it towed in a couple of minutes. Then later another ill-tempered jerk comes out to tell us to move the car. I tell her that AAA is coming, and that first jerk knew the whole story from the beginning and had already given us crap. She gets shirty, explains that her boss makes these rules and they have to be assholes about it.

About fifteen minutes after the outside time the tow truck was supposed to there I called AAA again. It's very busy, she said, and we were going to have to wait another twenty minutes. I told her Iwas in a bad neighborhood and the business people were hassling me. She offered to call the police on my behalf, but I told her she didn't need to.

There was a loud noise and people yelling behind us as we were listening to the BBC doing a big piece on the Falklands 25 years on (Frank thinks the story was actually aimed at Iran: "See, we're willing to go to war and kill lots of people over weird little things"). We turned around and there was a woman yelling at the driver of an SUV who has bumped into her bicycle. Frank went and checked on her, and the driver called the accident in, a firetruck and an ambulance and a motorcycle cop arrived, and the first jerk from the store went out to hassle the ambulance drivers about parking in front of his driveway. How stupid can you get?

The tow truck driver came by with a car on his truck and explained that he was going to drop off the car he had and then come back for us. He did, and he did, and he was cheery and competent and funny and fast like every tow truck driver I've ever met. Frank and I rode with the truck to the Engine Room, Frank took off homewards with the matzoh, I signed in the car, bought two bunches of irises from the nice lady who came to the mechanic's door, cheerfully refused a ride from the nice office manager at the mechanic's, and ambled home.

I have not gone to get the truck but I have done more safifying. I want to put the meeting with the insurance guy off for another day, but I'll decide that in the morning. Now I'm going to reserve a truck for the morning.

On another front, I got the greatest copyedit query: "The author refers to stave and daub remains, but Icelandic houses were turf. No staves because of a severe wood shortage. Please advise?"

The answer, of course, is that the earliest houses in Iceland were stave and daub, because there was driftwood and tiny forests of dinky trees which they used up promptly with wood construction and fires. Later houses were stone and turf because they used up all the trees and there was not enough driftwood. But to think I had a copy editor who knew enough to ask that question! How cool is that?
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Monday, March 13th, 2006 09:12 am
A bit before eleven-thirty last night my son called me to say that purple car (my father's car) had been causing him adventures and he thought it was driving well enough right then but he was on his way from Oakland, so . . . "And you called me to warn me that you might be needing to be rescued later?" I asked.
"Um, yeah," he said.
"Well, that sucks, but I sleep next to the phone."

This morning, he's home, and I didn't get a call last night, so I suppose that purple car didn't cause him any more adventures but I guess it has to go to Greg at the Engine Room to get its insides sorted out. White car (mine) needs a new alternator and I want to get its suspension checked out because the road to Gloria's has descended into pothole hell and descends a little deeper every day, and especially deeper after every rain. Lately I have to take that road so slowly the speedometer doesn't register it. I should document it. The road is pretty close to unbelievable, and is evidence for why it's better to have taxes and governments with their own transportation departments than private roads with only voluntary expenditures by the immediate neighbors. And green car (the nice fellow's) needs an oil change.

On another front, I took Gloria to the U.U. church yesterday. I don't usually do Sundays, but her eldest who's supposed to do Sundays was in Guatemala doing archaeology. It was pleasant and I don't get why none of her family will take her. She said there were too many people and it's true that it was confusing for her at the end when they were breaking down the meeting room to have room for coffee and cake. But I think she'd like to go again. I didn't suddenly become a church goer but I surely wouldn't mind taking her again even though there kept being triggers for weeping about my father. I don't mind crying now and then. My friend Elizabeth lit a candle for him, in this ritual thing they do where they light candles of sorrow or joy and talk about the dead person or the cancer remission or whatever. The songbook was cool, very thick, with many good songs in it and a preface that reads like one of those jokes that U.U. people tell about themselves. Naturally I think if you're going to have a church at all you're sort of obligated to have good music.
Gloria was also pleased because there was a woman carrying a little dog like it was a purse.

On still another front, Elizabeth's picturewindow was shattered by a large dark grey raptorish bird flying through it (and leaving unharmed after much effort by Elizabeth and her lodger). I suspect it is the same type of hawk we saw so much of on our way South a couple of weeks ago.